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mamoru14

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I honestly doubt anyone cares at this point about me. Literally I've been gone for almost... forever. I just disappeared off the face of DeviantArt and I'm terribly sorry for that. 

I wanted to take this time to tell you all Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays. Even if you don't celebrate Christmas, take the time to appreciate your family and friends and spend time with them. Trust me, it's this time that is the most important because it's a time where most people WANT to be back together. Appreciate the time you have with these people because there will be a day you may not be able to anymore. I know that's dark, but we need to be serious here. I can't spend Christmas with my grandmother anymore, but I'm glad that I was able to spend as much time as I could with her. It doesn't have to be just this time too. Everday, realize that you have these loving people around. 
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So I'll be going to London in a few weeks! So excited!
But one problem.
I have absolutely no fashion sense, but it'd be nice for someone to help me out... If you're willing to help me I'll send a note with what I got so far.
Please?
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My elementary school teacher was my inspiration to continue in music. She knew how to make everything we learned fun. She gave us hands on experiences with Caribbean instruments. Bongos, congos, and even steel drums if we were in her special steel drum ensemble. I learned how to play a trumpet as well thanks to her. 

Even after I moved on to middle school, I came back occasionally just to see her and the music room. The kids she was with always had a lot of fun that I wish I could still be apart of. 

Now I'm in high school, and last year, it was announced that she would be retiring because she is diagnosed with cancer. I heard the news through my friend, who has a younger sister still in our elementary school. I haven't seen my teacher once since then. I saw her husband, but I didn't want to touch such a subject. 

Recently, it was announced that she was in the hospital. Her cancer reached her lungs. The day I heard the news, I couldn't bring myself to smile. By the end of the day, I just burst into tears. I can't imagine a world without her. 

My friend and I decided to join the organization that's organizing a special tribute for the music teacher. My friend made a decision to call all of our old classmates who played steel drums with us. I decided to fold 1000 cranes for her with friends, each crane symbolizing how many students she's touched.
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So, both my brothers are going off to college soon. My second oldest brother is going out of state, flying up with my mother and grandma since they want to visit some relatives there. My oldest brother is going four hours away the day after my other brother leaves. 

This leaves me and my dad alone together for about a week. This is why that is the title of this journal: My dad is not eating healthy lately. 

My mom left two weeks ago to go to a seminar, leaving me, my brothers, grandma, and dad. Dad was trusted to feed us. But since he comes home the latest, his go-to dinner is fast food. I won't lie; we ate at a fast food place almost every day. 

I want to help my dad, so I decided I'll make dinner myself this time. However, I can't drive to the store and I don't have too much money. Not to mention that I'll be going to school starting tomorrow. Ugh… 

I will also do the laundry since my grandma does that, but she'll be with my brother and mom. So I'm basically left as the "man of the house" until my dad comes back from work at 6. Oh and my band practice is gonna be hell on my chores… coming back at 9 at night on Tuesdays and 5 on Wednesdays. 

I got a lot on my plate for the next week.
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I really want to watch it, but I didn't even start. I am a big Kaji Yuki fan and the plot seems nice (like REAL nice!). But I feel like I'm going to have moments where I will cry a lot. 

Really, I am a wimp. I had a hard time bringing myself back to watching "Say 'I Love You'" after episode 8. A really long time. To be exact, over 4 weeks. And I still haven't finished the series!

So if you are willing to help a wimp, can you give me a possibility of me crying on a scale from 1-10?
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